I'm a little bit afraid...

I don't know that I will actually be able to do what I am setting out to do and I am afraid that I will cave and will not even attempt to write for the next six weeks. I know this sounds weak of me, but I have to be completely honest here, I am not huge on making instantaneous profound changes in my life. If I don't post again, you'll know I caved to my own insecurities. 

How sad!

Have you ever felt the way I feel?

Have you ever vasilated from happy to sad and then back again in a matter of minutes... seconds even. Have you ever questioned if you were happy??? or sad?? or just okay, but really had no idea, because you had no idea what your reference point was. Well, that's me. That's my life lately. I have no vantage point. I don't really know anymore where the beginning and the end is. And it kinda sucks. 

I know what I know and I feel good about what I believe. I don't think I'm being fake, because I know how G.D. stubborn I can be and I know that I don't spend (waste) time on anything that I don't truly care about... Lately, I'm obsessed with the music of Adele. Try it. 

On with my journey!

I am setting out on an expedition...

I am going to do what I have been drawn to do, compelled to do, for many, many years now. I am going to write full-time for the next 6 weeks and I am not going to stop.